Could it be my fault.
It hit me, like a door slamming in my face last night. Sudden and hard.
I lied for her.
I let her cheat.
Was it a cry for help? Did she want me to tell the nurses she was cheating?? She begged me not to. Was her actual confidence in me a sign to tell? Was she crying out for help
It really just hit me and now it wont leave my mind and i cant think about it without my eyes watering up. And Melissa i dont cry for anyone you know that. I dont and you keep making me.
But then you never told on me... but i never confessed, not even to you. it hurt lying to you. Especially wen it was plain on your face that you knew... i was a big FAT lier and i you knew it and i knew it.
But you, you told me. I wanted to tell a nurse. I wanted to. But your tiny body and your tears were too much for me. i just turned my head, averted my eyes. Pretended. like we were good at. the best at. The best little girls
It just hit me.
Hit me.
Hit me. Hit me. Hit me. Hit me. Hit me.
Melissa Is it my fault????????????????????????????????
i feel wrong to be here without you
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